Today marks another year since the day you left my side. Wish I could erase April 19th. Wish I could take this whole month off the calendar. The days leading up to today I re live every single year. I remember your smile, the clothes you wore that day, what we ate for breakfast that day, I remember watching you as you drive off in the car that day. I said “I love you” as you waved to me and your baby brother. If I could just re live that day with you over again, I wouldn’t have let you go. I would have held you tighter and never let go. I miss you son , I love you til my day here on earth is done. I will see you when I get there. Please save a place for me. Love mom.