My son.. As another year passes us by, I could still just imagine what you would be if you were still here. All the missed celebrations of your birthday hurt just as much today as they did since you first left. It doesn’t seem to get any easier with time. I’m supposed to learn to live without you but I keep failing at that. I can never adjust to life without you. But for now I’ll save all the celebrations for the day when I get to see your face once again! Save a place for me son. Happy birthday I love you and I miss you even more!! Love mom.